Silence...

Rain visits on an empty day
As in a coffee shop I sat.
Outside, in a trench coat, she made her way
Along the avenue that rain made wet.

Everyday for the past decade or so,
She'll make her way to this little shop.
At ten thirty in the morning and go,
"Cappuccino please, nothing on top".

The room may have been packed to the door
But when she walks in,
Everyone else melts into the floor.
She's all I see from the chair that I'm in.

We talked once before,
I hope she didn't think I was a bore.
She has lovely brown eyes
And auburn hair that smells oh so nice.

I can tell you all about her actually
But I'd rather not.
You see, she had this fiancé
Who, on her birthday, pretended he forgot.

So, naturally, she got mad.
Started acting all moody and sad.
What she didn't know was that
Her fiancé had had the whole night of their 5 year anniversary set.

He was going to cook dinner for her this turn
Then take her up to their apartment roof to pop the question.
Only, she didn't return
His calls from work or the train station.

He went outside to look for her.
There sitting alone on the park bench across the road,
Draped in work attire,
Was his fiancée and her sadness showed.

This sight pricked his heart and he ran across
He probably should have checked the road first
Because now his headstone bears a cross.
But her broken heart probably feels the worst.

Though, I'll be honest with you, guardian angels do exist.
I know this because I'm watching over her everyday.
Though it's been over a decade now,
Her love for me still remains in every way.

I would love to hug her like I used to
Or even cook for her this turn.
Honey, my deal with God was so I could look after you.
But you could never know, in return.

Trust...

Ever found her incessant whining infuriating?

Perhaps a mannerism or two that gets under your skin?

Or did she just put on weight that you find disgusting?

Surely even all of the above can't be considered a sin,

I know I'm not one to talk,

But it's not always about fancy gifts or flowers.

Maybe when you're first dating and trying to prove you can walk the walk.

Otherwise, it's not the material things she wants but the meaningful hours.

It's the knowing that in your heart

There's a space for her when all else falls.

That you'll keep her safe and warm and offer her a tart,

And that you'll be behind all her calls.

Really though, it might just be me,

But I do love my lady with all my life.

Sure, we sometimes fight, but she does see

That someday, we will be man and wife.

It's not because of her body

Or because she has a well to do family.

Nor is it because of her beauty

Or the fact that she kisses me readily.

No! It's because of how easily it is to be myself around her,

How she accepts me for who I am and my past,

It's how she catches my every tear,

And that is why, dear, I plan to make it last.

What I see in you is not a blinding of lust,

No. I see in your eyes a future that says "happiness is a must".

So say goodbye to a past of dust and rust

For it is with our love that we'll forge a future of trust...

Why...

One day in any girl's life, she will find that one guy who'll be her everything and she'll then ask him - "Why me? You can have any girl you want in the world, why settle for me when there are many more beautiful girls out there"?

Guys, one day in your life, you'll be asked that very question. When you do get asked that question, think carefully before you answer...cause it might just cost you your happiness. But here's a hint though, never answer something you think she wants to hear.

I went down that road and, don't worry, I'll tell you my answer to her question...the day I tell my kids the story of how I met their mother=D

boredom...

being bored at work...actually very probable...

Work...

So, been working as a technician lately...haven't had much time to blog. The manager's a very patient and kind man(or so I have seen). The pay's not too bad too. Some days, I do have fun. That's about all I can think to update this blog for now. Till next time guys.

Back

I'm back from Genting. I was actually thinking it was going to be one hell of a cold time. But no, I was down to my thin tee and my thinest hoodie. Even then, it was only a fraction of the air cond temp I was exposed to during my time in college.

Anyhow, I didn't have much in way of food because everything was damn expensive there...it's a freakin ripoff. Big thanks too to Mr Chand and Ms Sheela who invited me on this fun trip. I went on the corkscrew coaster ride...and I sat in front at that! WHOOOT!! OH OH, I also sat in the space shot ride. THAT WAS DA BOMB!!! The ride up wasn't too bad since it was just being lifted up. Dropping down though...that was just legend-wait for it-dary! LEGENDARY!

Just learnt that with the advent of facebook, and other forms of wireless communications, kids these days don't know how to communicate with each other. I was fortunate enough to babysit an exotic beauty who happens to be a year younger than I, one teenager who has only taken the teen car out for a year or two, and one little kid. All were very well behaved and actually lots of fun to be around...but for some reason, while the adults were out visiting the rest of the theme park, I literally got a front row seat to witnessing some of the world's best teenage silence. Seriously, the teens in SMK Sri Tebrau are actually that much more of a noise making machine than these three girls. So, I thought it might be that I'm the guy there and they aren't comfortable gossiping in front of me. I didn't mind it so I left for the lobby to have a cup of tea. What surprised me most was that even when I returned I found that they didn't even speak in my absence...shock much....

I'm actually very exhausted and somewhat unable to coherently think of words at the moment so please pardon whatever grammatical errors, spelling errors or any other errors that is humanly possible...because I am only human myself. So, good night and sleep tight peeps!XD

I see...

Truth be told, I really don't see. But in the interest of full disclosure, I actually have been through many rough calls all of the nineteen odd years of my life. Exams are over, I'm somewhat free. Now comes the phase wherein I have to ponder, pensively or not, about my future and what I'll be doing the rest of my life.

Unrelated, I have met the most exquisitely beautiful girl. The way she carries herself, the way she walks...everything about her seems to scream of confidence beyond her years. Rather refreshing really especially to one who have been with people who doesn't act their age and are unable to speak the English language even if their lives depended on it. I'll say it once more, her self-esteem always seems to be a breath of fresh air.

Anyhow, I'm off to Genting in a couple of half hours or so. Will update more when I get the chance.