Weariness

Life goes up, life goes down.
We may laugh, we may frown.
There'll be times we try to leave town,
But, one thing for certain, life'll turn you around.

Rolling down this highway, trees passing me by.
Paints a sight of never ending miles.
Thinking of life, I let out a sigh,
Sometimes, I do get envious of all those smiles.

Is happiness really that hard to obtain?
Is love really that unacceptable?
Is being in love a crime?
Is it wrong to like someone who makes you feel comfortable?

All these questions, all this pain.
Makes me wish I can let go of life;
To be washed away in God's rain.
To end all this strife.

It's getting tiresome,
The life led isn't one I want.
It's getting harder and bothersome.
Weariness dawns on me with its full grant.

Love, it's what I live for now.
Not that of parents, that doesn't exist anymore.
It's her love to me that gets me past this row.
Now, she's my life...and so much more.