In the eyes of others...

Who am I to talk?

Who am I to give orders?

Who am I to tell others how they walk?

Who am I to advise others?

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Who am I but a lowly degenerate.

What am I but obstinate beyond reason.

Who am I, who am I, an enemy to the state.

Who am I but an insolent person.

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Those who I once trusted,

Return my trust broken and parted,

It was always something I stated,

That made them want me departed.

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Best of friends were we,

To those who I once braved hardships with,

I shall not forget ye,

But for ye, "remember JEREMY", only if.

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You all once considered me a friend,

That was before, now I'm just a fiend,

Once it started, everyone follows like a trend,

Before a friend, now leaving me alone to defend.

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Be well those I hold dear,

For I shall not be here,

Rejoice much and have no fear,

For I shall no longer be here.

Atheism & Christianity...

It is never a person's religion that comes into doubt...rather the person who casts questionable doubts on their respective religions.

It is said that Islam forbids its followers from consuming alcohol and yet...

It's said that when something happens, in any religion, it is the will of God. How, do we know what God wants? If a preacher stands in front of a congregation and openly speaks of the Father and asks that they donate a sum of money for God's cause. Can it then be said that God only wants money?

In actual fact, the view and faith of one person cannot be said the same for another. What a true Christian holds in mind is the total opposite of everything an atheist believes in.

It is faith that enables someone to believe in something that he/she has never seen, felt, heard, touched and smelled. On the other hand, the only sensible thing is to believe in what one's seen, felt, touched, smelled and heard.

I cannot agree with certain things that science has thought me thus far, but neither can concur with what's been written in some book that everyone touches once in a century; or only in times of trouble...saying that some guy turned water into wine.

If what's said in the bible is true and that God did indeed create everything we see, feel, touch, hear and smell today. Then, it can also be said that God created gravity. Since it was God who created gravity, God also has control over it...just like he has control over everything else.

However, there are people committing suicide by jumping down a building. If God created everything and has control over everything he created, why couldn't he stop these people from even thinking of taking their lives in the first place?

Let's say that he could control everything except what his creations are thinking, he could still control gravity. Why didn't he weaken the pull of the earth on these free-falling people so that they would escape with a broken bone or two instead of ending up in a body bag?

Yet, Christians unanimously say that God is great. They are worshiping something that they've never seen, touched, felt, smelled and heard...and yet they claim to be able to sense him.

Maybe, just maybe, those people who committed suicide were not worth saving...maybe their time was up.

I am not saying that God doesn't exist. On the contrary, I am not an atheist, but rather I am an agnostic. A cynical agnostic who's serving his time on earth, waiting for God's clock to tick the remainder of his time away.

Escape Club - I'll Be There...

Over Trees
Over Oceans
Over Seas
Across the desert
I'll be there

In a whisper on the wind
On the smile of a new friend
Just think of me
And I'll be there

Don't be afraid, oh my love
I'll be watching you from above
And I'd give all the world tonight,
to be with you
Because I'm on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
but I've gone nowhere

Just think of me,
And I'll be there

On the edge of a waking dream
Over Rivers
Over Streams
Through Wind and Rain
I'll be there

Across the wide and open sky
Thousands of miles I'd fly
To be with you
I'll be there

Don't be afraid, oh my love
I'll be watching you from above
And I'd give all the world tonight,
to be with you
Cuz I'm on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
but I've gone nowhere

Just think of me,
And I'll be there
Just think of me,
And I'll be there

In the breath of a wind that sighs
Oh there's no need to cry
Just think of me,
And I'll be there

Don't be afraid, oh my love
I'll be watching you from above
But I'd give all the world tonight,
to be with you
Cuz I'm on your side,
And I still care
I may have died,
but I've gone nowhere

Just think of me,
I'll be there
Just Think of me
I'll be there

Think of me
I'll be there

definitions...

the only A-Z dictionary that every cynic needs in order to understand the world

A - Aggravation = The feeling that one gets when dealing with others.

B - Boredom = A feeling that urges one to kill one's self.

C - Cynicism = The outlook of life that enables cynics to ALWAYS/CONSTANTLY see the worst of others.

D - Death = An ending of a voluminous book(the book of life). Incidentally, the book is almost always filled with "Aggravation", "boredom" and (especially in my book) "Cynicism".

E - Evil = A term that is usually used to define all things bad; menacing.

F - Fear = Used only when facing "Death", but for some students in particular, this word has never found its use.

G - God = The one and only Almighty...or so they call him(or her); if you ask me, it's just some character that several authors thought of and decided to write about...just to kill "Boredom".

H - Honour = The other one thing of mine that all the students in my class try to diminish.

I - Ire = *See "Aggravation"*.

J - Jesus = Yet another character of the several authors trying to kill "Boredom".

K - Kill = The thing that students in my class are constantly trying to do to me.

L - Love = Is to be adored by some and hated by most.

M - Morale = The one possession of mine that everyone is trying their best to diminish.

N - Narcissism = The only exception of "Love" that is adored by ONE and hated by ALL.

O - Opinion = It is the act of annoying others by telling them what you think on a subject.

P - Point = Used together with "Opinion" and the whole world will hate you.

Q - Question = Questions are asked only AFTER the students in my class have killed me...or none at all.

R - Rest = This word comes with(or after) "Death". It is also associated with "Jesus", "God", "Boredom", "Aggravation" and, in my case, "Kill".

S - Silence = Is always wanted(by me), but never granted(by others)

T - Teamwork = This word has a very funny nature. One will always find their team working AGAINST them if NOT WORKING at all. In my case it's always the former.

U - Unanimous = In unison. I.E. - It is a "Unanimous" decision that Jeremy be ousted from all class activities!

V - Vendetta = Everyone wages a personal "Vendetta" against me...even the people I haven't even met yet.

W - War = It is believed in Norse mythology that Valkyries usually bring the slain to the afterlife hall. But, if you ask me, I'd say war is just a show of which kings ruled what and how they went about creating war widows.

X - Xenophobia = The fear of foreigners...and fear the knowledge that they have ulterior motives for being here.

Y - Yabber = It's Australian for "Jabber" and it's also what everyone around me seems to be doing more often than not(they Jabber to keep me from hearing clearly).

Z - Zep Tepi = is a supposed "Golden Age" in Egyptian mythology when the "God(s)" ruled the world and when human kind acquired the initial elements of civilization. In a nutshell, the character of bored authors were once in charge of hacking firewood and teaching babies to fish.

That's all for this edition of the dictionary.

impressions...



This is what you get when I have too much time on my hands.