Show Me a Sign...

Here we are again, my love.
Me talking to a memory from the past.
How are you, up above?
Was this the life you wished for me when you passed?

I know that if you see
What has become of me,
You’ll be dismayed;
Fret not, I remember the promises we made.

Sometimes, I wish you’ll show,
A sign to let me know,
That it’s alright to move on,
That you’re really gone.

Here’s something new;
Or not really, because you knew.
Being with me was hell for you,
But she says that it’s hell for her too.

Everything I do and say,
Seems to hurt her always.
In fact, just today,
She said I ruined her London, Venice and Berlin stays.

I know you have got more pressing matters
And more important souls to attend to,
But how can I not ruffle her feathers,
For I think I love her, it’s true.

She sets my heart a flutter;
When she talks to me,
I melt like butter.
Oh, the things I’d do to not make her angry.

Don’t get me wrong,
She has flaws as well,
But I’m willing to accept them.
Yet, on my mistakes she chooses to dwell.

I pray you’ll show,
The path I should go:
Back to you until we finally meet
Or indulge her every want and need?