If...

If life ended tomorrow,
Would you worry about it today?
If all you had was sorrow,
Would you die in dismay?

If choices weren't made in hurry,
Would they have been any different?
If we're wrong, all we can say is sorry,
Then what of the belligerent?

If today was your last day,
What last words have you?
If you had your way,
Would this world be led the same way too?

Death, it's painful, it's hell.
Perhaps not to the dead,
But to us who knew them well.
Sigh, who can predict what lies ahead?

Take not those around you for granted,
Show them they're loved and appreciated.
In the end, life is his bait,
For death, we wait...

Starry night...

Starry, starry night.
Clear skies in sight.
Birds of freedom, take flight.
For all that may change, tonight.

Factories shall spit into the air we breathe,
Cars will roar and their drivers seethe.
Death might claim us with his mask and sanguine scythe,
There's nothing we can do but scream and writhe.

Will you make a stand?
Will you take my hand?
Let us rebuild this land,
With azure skies and clear sand.

Weariness

Life goes up, life goes down.
We may laugh, we may frown.
There'll be times we try to leave town,
But, one thing for certain, life'll turn you around.

Rolling down this highway, trees passing me by.
Paints a sight of never ending miles.
Thinking of life, I let out a sigh,
Sometimes, I do get envious of all those smiles.

Is happiness really that hard to obtain?
Is love really that unacceptable?
Is being in love a crime?
Is it wrong to like someone who makes you feel comfortable?

All these questions, all this pain.
Makes me wish I can let go of life;
To be washed away in God's rain.
To end all this strife.

It's getting tiresome,
The life led isn't one I want.
It's getting harder and bothersome.
Weariness dawns on me with its full grant.

Love, it's what I live for now.
Not that of parents, that doesn't exist anymore.
It's her love to me that gets me past this row.
Now, she's my life...and so much more.

Chance Choice...

A friend once told me "it's not what we are that defines us, but rather what we do to be what we are that defines us as a person". Believe it or not, we live in a world that's selfish, cold and cruel.

I was known as Officer Jansen of the Mississippi Police force. This story is a story of love, of selflessness and of sacrifice.

I was given a call one day at the office on the 17th of March 1993; the call came in from the local hospital. The nurse on the line told me that my then girlfriend had fainted in our apartment and had hit her head on the kitchen stove.

I hung up the phone and rushed straight to the hospital to inspect the extent of my girl's injuries. To my despair, the doctors told me that she had suffered severe blood loss due to the prolonged opening of her wound and that she would be in a coma for some time.

That night, when I returned home, I felt that emptiness that usually came with an empty heart...longing for a love that would never return. For those of you who do not know, my girl and I were dating in secret for the past seven years of our life. Her parents didn't want her to marry a guy whom she would have to stay up at night worrying whether or not he will return...or whether or not he will celebrate their child's birthday together.

In the end, the both of us eloped to Mississippi where we lived a happy life for almost four years now. It was just me, her, our kid - Aston, and our pet dog "Beagle". Although it wasn't a mansion that we lived in, we were contented with living in a little cottage by the sea.

A few weeks after my wife was checked into the hospital, the doctors there detected some anomalies in her blood and concurred that she had a problem in her liver...which meant that she needed a liver transplant.

Naturally, when she married me, it was against her parents' wishes and therefore, getting either of them to donate an organ for their outcast daughter was out of the question. So, I volunteered myself to be tested as a perspective organ donor.

The good news was, my liver was compatible with my wife's and that meant that I could let her live. But the bad news was - it would be at the cost of my life.

After all, we had promised each other..."to cherish and to hold, to love and honour, in sickness and in health, from this day on, till death do us part". What kind of man would I be if I just left her here to battle this by herself without helping her out.

It was on the morning of the 21st of June 1993 that I pulled my rookie along with me to the hospital to visit my wife. When we got there, I pulled my gun on one of my wife's attending doctor and fired a round into the air. This time I warned my rookie that I would kill the doctor if he didn't stop me.

Being the rookie he was, he actually ended up calling for SWAT backup just to disarm me. When the big guns arrived, I fired a shot into the air and gave them the same warning, all the while using the doctor as my shield.

After a thirty minute standoff, I decided to put an end to it. I whispered into the doctor's ear - "remember, use my liver for Elanore...and never tell her or my son what happened to me". After saying those words, I threw the doctor aside and rushed towards the sea of rifles aimed at me with my gun still in hand.

It didn't take long for the SWAT team to recognise that the doctor was out of harm's way and opened fire on me.

After all the smoke died down, I was looking down at my own body and I saw the doctor rushing towards me while two SWAT officers trying to restrain him.

In the end, my liver was transplanted to my wife and she now lives a fulfilling life with our son Aston.

Valentine...

Snow falls on the boulevard,
Saying goodbyes and handshakes.
Shouldn't be this hard,
Just one tear is all it takes.

There she goes,
On a journey to a new land.
Our love may be the only thing she knows,
To not be lost in its vast ocean of sand.

Whether it be in the west,
Or she go to the east.
The distance apart will be our test,
We shall overcome it and we shall feast.

Though great, the distance apart, our love shan't wane.
In the end, only our love shall shine divine.
Will you walk with me down this lonely lane,
Will you be my valentine...

Stardust

Twinkle, twinkle oh so bright.
Be mine star, be mine tonight.
Leave thine worries far from sight,
Come with me and everything will be alright.

Sitting here by the beach, thinking.
Feeling sorrow, remorse burden my heart.
Remembering your words, still sinking,
Pulling us ever further apart.

Remembering all we used to be,
Now, it's only me.
Wishing that someday, you'd see,
How much I long for thee.

Dark clouds gather above.
Heaven cries in pain.
For us and for our love.
For our efforts that were in vain.

What happens next, nobody knows,
It'll be a lesson learnt.
Whichever way the river now flows,
It'll keep me from being burnt.

Who She Will Be...

As he looks into the mirror someday,
He sees his past and remnants of sorrow; dismay.
Written on his face, clear as day,
Apprehension and words that no soul will say.

As he dons his tuxedo and grooms his hair,
He is reminded of how he always had her to do so.
But that was when she was still there.
Now, years passed since, but he still feels the blow.

He's fallen twice before.
He loves them still,
But they wanted him no more.
And left him without any will...

A guitar key chain clings tightly to his cellphone.
The last gift from his past lyrical lover.
A tiny fragment of his heart left beating still.
After they both told him "it's over".

He's still afraid to love,
Not willing to be hurt anymore.
But now he's to marry a dove.
And only she knows what's in store.

As the church bells ring,
And the choir begins to sing.
He hears an angel's warning,
And he sees the devil calling.

To cherish and to hold,
To protect and to love.
She would be the third girl he told,
That he would love from Sea to heaven above.

There she stands at the altar,
With face veiled and hands shaking nervously.
Surely neither will falter.
But neither him nor I am sure of who 'she' will be...